DBSK..

juz suddenly i feel like writing something about dongbangshinki..

i started to know them 0n august 2007. in a very short period, i addicted to them.
on 23rd nov 2007, i got a chance to see them in real life. i was so close to them at the airport n on 24th i went to their concert. how lucky i am!

honestly..the moment i went to the concert, there are soooo many things i didn't know about dbsk.
i don't even know about cassiopeia n the official red colour. shame on me! i juz started to learn more n more bout them after i realized how much i lack compare to other fans.

now it has been 2 years. i love them more and more.. i wonder how a person can love an idol this much. this is just crazy. totally insane!! they don't even know me. but i feel that i know them very2 well.. it is really hard to understand. even me. i still try to find the answer. how can i be this stupid?? only the people who feel the same know how it is.

it is hurt to see them crying. i feel the pain when i see their sadness. its killing me to know that they are feeling like in hell right now. what happen to me?? i don't even bother with my life this much..but i really worry about those guys who doesn't even know that i am exist.

i love them... they are the cure of every pain. they give me courage to move on. even i am in a very2 horrible situation, when i feel like the worlds are against me, when i feel like i wanna die, when i can't even breath.. enough to see their smile..i will feel better. i feel ok. even in the worst situation i can still smile because of them.

i know who read this post will think that i am crazy. yup..call me crazy call me blind. but it is what happen in my life. don't ask me why because i don't have the answer. i know that out there..thousands people feel the same way as me. crazy! many people doesn't know how much meaning dbsk bring to our life.

everybody have their own opinion..they can judge from whatever they are thinking. but please try to understand even i know it is really2 super hard to understand...