there's a friend that i really close too. she's not my the person i called my best friend my i guess these few years i'm more closer to her than my own bff. we're like soulmate. yeah..my bff is the one who crying with me when i've a problem, but this girl.. i feel like she knows me better than i know myself!
she knows how to confront me.. seriously i'm a person who is hard to deal with. my mom, my sis, my bff all knows this bad side of me. stubborn! like to ask opinions but actually push ppl to agree with my opinion. always end up fighting n hurting other ppl feeling. but this friend.. she always know how to deal with me. she knows to convince me with her idea without me realizing. she makes me thinking that is the way things should be.
sometimes opinions also clashed,we also fight. i dunno when exactly we started to get this close. too close till i feel like i lean too much on her. i want to share every story with her. everyday.. life so bored without her. seriously there's nothing wrong with this friendship but sometimes it makes me scared.
there once someone ask her hand on marriage. she rejected it but the guy still trying to get close to her. suddenly i feel like.. i'm worried. what will happen if she get married. is our frenship will remain like before. i'm pretty sure we can't get this close anymore. i tot im fine till my room mates said that my face look cloudy hearing the news. room mate said it will be ok n i should be happy for her. oh yeah..i definitely do. its juz.. i need time to get use to it -.-
this week she's on her overseas trip. seriously life is soooo boring coz cant share stories with her. i talk to her everyday and now its hardly to contact each other. uhuk2...
funny things is sometimes we act mushy2 like a couple. NOOO!! don't get me wrong, we're not in 'that' kind of relationship. just.. when she off work n we gonna stop chatting on ym, she'll say 'cal u later', 'will text u when i arrive home' and etc. that kind of talk should comes from a boyfren la! aish..guess i need to find a guy soon so im not always stick with her like an elephant glue~
whatever it is..its nice knowing her..... ^^
